Funny how life works brings you pain also brings you extreme joy, gives you a sense of balance and life is definitely what you make it , some times you can give your all an it’s Still not enough something will always get in the way , an it’s only up to you make to better , a little help along the way is fine , I’ve been through alot in theses past couple of years an everytime I’ve fallen I’ve got right back up without even known I’ve being doing it alone for some time , it’s only recently I found myself reaching out to the closest people around me for either comfort or guidance, and honestly there’s nothing wrong with needing that little extra push now an again I open up to people I love an trust , I don’t like leaning on people or making people feel they have to be around , my mum always said , do it outta love or don’t do it at all , there no time scale on healing there’s no magic wond that’s gonna fix your worries an there’s definitely no pill on the earth that would make me feel any less pain , its a matter of willingness to change your thought , I am a good woman I didn’t deserve what I had done to me an I will no let my pass rule my future an every day if you need to cry , cry ,because it does help get it out your system, it doesn’t mean you help and your cracking up there are prossess you go through in anything u have to deal with , like me for example, let’s just take the last 18 months it’s been a rollercoaster I got divorced, I moved city I’m hold it up for my daughter’s I’m rebuilding my whole life , my childhood friend became my strength an drive to keep going I’d be lost without him im that close he’s like family , I’ve lost my auntie an my other auntie won’t make it for Christmas, an yeah I cry , sometimes need a longer hug than usual or a chat with someone I know actually cares about me, but I tell you what I’m not I’m not someone who just gives up, I fulfill myself with music , dancing an singing , making myself smile , an something that also helps me bloging , writing my life , my thoughts my dreams , ❤ life isn’t easy guys but don’t give up there’s so much to do an everyone’s got a place you just got to find your own way ❤

Go out and see the world 🌎 it’s beautiful when you really start to look